12/31/2018 0 Comments Same Me - New YearNew Me
Fresh Start Page 1 of 365. This will be a good year. 12 new chapters. The list can go on and on - Go type it into Pinterest and see for yourself. (I might know that from experience) Im the first one to get absorbed into some quotes but thats just what they are until you put work behind it. We are all so into claiming that the new year will be something to look forward to and this will be YOUR year but what really makes it any more different then all the other years that you said the same exact thing. Don't get me wrong - I have done the same. Its quit irritating to know you have said all these above things and yet here you are in the same spot that you were last year saying this year would be different. We always just expect it to be better without actually having a plan and putting work behind making it a better year. Yes - Things get hard. Yes - there will be hiccups that feel like land minds. Yes - there will be days you feel like you cant make it through another. BUT - you can and you will. Words don't help you accomplish anything and only actions will. I hope you devote this year to learning to love yourself more, to choosing what it is you want and actually going after it and not stopping until you get it. Don't settle for less than you deserve. Life is more than what we are making it and everyone can "make" it. You just have to try. Love harder, be kind, and never let anyone change who you are - unless you are a shitty person - then definitely make genuine nice friends who are patient with you trying to become a better YOU. But thats none of you, right?! For anyone who needs some help from a sappy quote - tomorrow is the first blank page to a 365 page book - make it worth something. And as I type this with tears running down my face - I'm terrified to see this in a year and to be exactly where I'm at in this moment. So maybe this is just a letter to myself, a reminder, that this is not where I should be. Hopefully I read this in a year and feel proud that I did something out of another year God gave me. But for now ill count my blessings and curl up next to my new years kiss for the past 5 years - Im not sure he had an option on that though when God chose me as his mother.
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